Like some who study Gurdjieff’s ideas, I do not fault Ouspensky for being different than his teacher, but maybe that’s because I’m psychologically more in tune with Ouspensky’s presentation of the system than with Gurdjieff’s teaching methods. Gurdjieff seemed to have believed—this is seen both in his writing and his manner of teaching—that it was necessary to create a substantial amount of denying force (friction) to be lumped together with the conveying of his ideas. His aim, as I understand it, was to be certain that the ideas were not given for nothing, that they were paid for. And though I admit that such a method has its benefits with students who already have a strong valuation for inner work, I believe, like Ouspensky, that a certain amount of stability and harmony are necessary for inner work to be established both in individual students and in a teaching center in a particular location.
As the world again becomes more hostile toward ordinary people who have no pretension to wealth or fame, it’s not difficult to observe that the people in power have skewed values, that they are willing to destroy people, countries, and even the earth itself for the gratification of personal weaknesses like greed and vanity. They will eventually be destroyed by their short-sightedness, but in the meantime the rest of us will have to transform the consequences of their prejudice and ignorance.
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
~ The Second Coming, William Butler Yeats
One of the results of this is that ordinary people have little time for anything other than the necessities of physical survival. To study and establish inner work appears impractical to them because they are wholly identified with the basic needs of getting from one week to the next. What this means for many people who find these ideas is that they must begin on a higher level of understanding. They must arrive already be convinced that nothing is more important than to establish an inner focus through the use of exercises like self-remembering, being present, and the transformation of suffering. They must sometimes see their life as a whole rather than as a daily trudge.
Only a man who fully realizes the difficulty of awakening can understand the necessity of long and hard work in order to awake. ~ G. I. Gurdjieff
In our time many people are also blinded by the hope that a big change is just around the corner for mankind, that we are on the brink of an evolutionary jump as a species. Of course there is no real evidence of this, and anybody who reads Plutarch or Seneca or any of the ancient historians and essayists knows that the issues and problems that were uppermost in the minds of the ancients are the same problems that we now see every day in the news, the same questioning of social institutions and the same battles against greed and stupidity and arrogance. In other words man, in essence, is no different than he was two thousand years ago.
The inner work that leads to a connection to higher centers is individual and takes patience, struggle, and time. There are no shortcuts in this work because it follows natural laws. It is not a way that ends with a single revelatory experience. The achievement of this system is a regular connection with higher centers, and that requires a buildup of a particular energy, and that energy is subject to organic laws, in particular the laws of saturation and diffusion.
As we now see with the Gurdjieff movement, the words and the formulation of the ideas of esotericism are changing all the time, but what doesn’t change is that we need to make the same inner efforts that Ouspensky and Gurdjieff and their students made, or, if you want to go back earlier, the same efforts made by Epictetus and Socrates and the early Christians.
In Ouspensky’s last meetings, when he was said to have abandoned the system, some of his students believed that he was disappointed in the ideas that he had patiently taught for thirty years. I am not so sure. I think that he was actually abandoning his own lower centers, in particular his powerful command of translating the concepts of the system into understandable ideas and exercises. I believe that, through simplicity and the presence of his higher centers, he tried to force his students to do their work and to experience, for themselves, a moment of higher perception. He knew that his writings and his formulations of the system would be corrupted by time, and was trying, I think, to give his students a few moments of higher centers. He was trying, I believe, to help them illuminate the next phase of their lives.
How much his performance was voluntary and how much his intellectual powers had been lost because of old age and a self-destructive life, we will never know.
Concussion. Last month a friend of mine died after a long struggle with congestive heart failure. She was eighty-nine. I have many memories of her because we first met when I was a young man in my twenties and she was nearly fifty, but the memory that kept turning around in my head that week was one from last winter when I went to visit her on the day she discovered that she could no longer do simple mathematics. She had ordered some mineral supplements for herself and a number of her friends from a company where she had a discount, and, when she tried to figure out how much each person needed to pay, she found that she couldn’t do it. She was understandably upset. What I remember about that visit was that it was raining outside and that her husband and I sat with her in their living room and tried to make light of her situation in a way that the two of us thought might help calm her.
It’s pretty clear to me that my mind latched onto this memory because ten days before she died a standing, stage light in the theater where I was working was knocked over and hit me squarely on the head. I suffered a minor concussion and had to sit quietly for a week while my bruised brain healed. During that week of quiet and solitude, I began to meditate on the idea of comprehension. I wanted to separate, in a way that I could understand, the comprehension or perception of higher centers, which survives the death of the body, and the working of lower centers, which die with the body. It seemed to me that if I could place my focus more often in a way of perceiving that was untouched by old age and trauma that I would not only be more prepared, but also more detached and happier.
Essentially I wanted to try to begin to place my identity in higher centers rather than in the steward, the personality that supports and encourages a connection with higher centers. I thought about it in this way: when I write I think about it as a process whereby I translate the perceptions that come to me from higher centers into thoughts and sentences in order to clarify, for myself and others, experiences that I feel are important. What I understood to be wrong with this formulation is that I am placing my identity in the I’s, thoughts, and emotions that translate the experience of higher centers rather than in higher centers themselves. What I was looking for was a method to transfer the way I looked at myself from the part that interpreted perception to the part that generated perception.
The first problem that I faced was to be able to clearly distinguish between the perception of higher centers and the workings of the four lower centers in my day to day activities. In other words how could I know that what I am calling high centers is not actually the working of the lower centers, or what I believe to be the working of lower centers does not have an influence of higher centers? I started to look at certain activities and to observe what part of me was active.
For instance when I added or subtracted two four-digit numbers in my head, I saw that, more or less, I employed the same process I use with written numbers, the only difference being that, without pen and paper, I needed to hold the image of the numbers in my head. I understood the process to be the work of two centers: the moving and intellectual centers. This kind of visualization is a capacity of the moving center, and to understand the concepts of numbers and of addition and subtraction require some participation from the intellectual center. It’s the intellectual center that can also see that numbers are just symbols and that they can represent something else, like dollars and cents or stars in a galaxy.
In normal circumstances we think of the perception of the higher emotional center as being able to observe the process of how the moving and intellectual centers add and subtract numbers. It is passive; it observes; it doesn’t take part. But is it capable of solving simple mathematical problems without the use of the moving and intellectual centers? I believe that the answer is no. In the same way that a man needs a car or some kind of vehicle to travel at sixty miles an hour, higher centers need the intellectual and moving centers to perform this kind of calculation. At the same time we can say that to invent numbers or to see the concepts that numbers can represent, like the immensity of the size of the universe, or the insignificance of our planet in relation to the size of the universe, higher centers are needed. Numbers are a convenient way to communicate those realizations through lower centers. In the same way a mathematician is dependent on the moving and intellectual centers, a painter is dependent on a capacity to move around and hold a brush in order to be able to express his vision on a canvas. Dabs of paint, like numbers and words, are symbols of reality, and the comprehension of higher centers is wordless and incorporeal. In higher centers experience does not need to be translated. It is a direct communication with reality.
Man in the Image of God. When I came to the practical difficulty of observing higher centers without interference from lower centers, I latched onto the exercise of stopping thoughts. This wasn’t a choice as much as it was a natural reaction to what I understood to be the experience of higher centers. It also had the added benefit of eliminating one of the four lower centers, or at least its manifestations, from the mix. The other three centers—the instinctive, moving, and emotional centers—cannot really be stopped, so for a time I tried to simply use whatever effort I thought would bring me to the higher emotional center and then try to distinguish what, in my experience, was higher perception and what was not.
This is where my experiment took an unexpected turn. What I observed was so basic that it was surprising that I had never realized it before: lower centers are meant to take the place of the three aspects of higher consciousness—will, unity, and consciousness—before and during the process of awakening higher centers. In other words the complexity of human psychology is a mechanical representation of what is possible in bodiless state.
And here also is God!!! Again God!… I am man, and such as I am, in contrast to all other outer forms of animal life, created by him in his image. ~ Gurdjieff (from the prologue of Life is real only then when “I am”)
I had better explain. In the first triad of the ray of creation, there are three forces that created one force. What this means is that the Absolute, world one, uses His will to create world three. It is only in these two worlds that the Absolute actively participates. The lower worlds come into existence mechanically, that is without the participation of the Creator. The ray of creation is a descending octave; it happens as a natural result of one world mechanically creating the next, lower world. But the initial movement of the ray of creation is conscious; it is, in a sense, the Absolute bringing into being a landscape in which His creation can unfold, and that world, in which he participates, is made up of three forces.
The thought came to my mind that in this unusual state I might perhaps find answers to questions which I could not find in the ordinary way. I began to think about the first triad of the ray of creation, about the three forces which made one force. What could they mean? Can we define them? Can we realize their meaning? Something began to formulate itself in my head but just as I tried to translate this into words everything disappeared. Will, consciousness… and what was the third? ~ P. D. Ouspensky (In Search of the Miraculous)
The third is unity. What is important about these three forces in this discussion is that they are mechanically represented in man in form of our lower centers. The instinctive/moving centers unify our experiences into a single unit; the emotional center is man’s organ of perception and, when it works rightly, the beginning of consciousness; and the intellectual center gives us the possibility of a direction, a way to steer our actions, or a will.
The Body as a Placeholder for the Soul. Even though the death of the body is inevitable, we, as a rule, either don’t think about how identity will organize itself without a body, or we assume we will be given a soul after death in the same way we were given a body at birth. But to believe that a soul can be given is a misunderstanding of what a soul is. The soul cannot be given for a number of reasons, the main one being that part of the material of the soul is will. And will cannot be given. As an analogy, a doctor cannot give his patients the will to not eat what is bad for them. If my doctors tell me that chocolate is bad for me, he may be able to explain why it is bad and what the effects of eating chocolate will have, but he cannot give me the will to stop eating it. That has to come from me. If a soul could be given, it would be something other than a soul because it would lack one of the essential elements of a soul.
A body is necessary during the process of creating a soul because we need to have a way to organize experiences. The role of the body is to create a focal point or unity for identity. In a sense we can say that the body is a temporary placeholder for identity. Its success as a mechanism for identity to rally around is demonstrated by the almost universal belief that ‘we are our bodies.’ Even spiritual people, who profess beliefs in universal brotherhood and the necessity of being ‘one’ with others or with God, are seldom able to act selflessly in their day to day activities. The perception that we are our bodies is such a deeply rooted attitude that overcoming it is a major obstacle to the beginning of a spiritual life.
The unity that the body provides cannot be properly called a single identity; it should rather be thought about as bringing all the diverse psychological elements that go into forming a higher identity under one roof. The body, and the instinctive/moving centers that are the brains behind the running of the body, are not unified with the other lower centers. The body has its own motivations that are often opposed to the motivations, not only of higher centers, but also of the desires of the emotional and intellectual centers. Instead of being an aspect of unified consciousness, the body is rather a vehicle that holds together all the contradictions that make up our being. At the same time it’s easy to see that the body provides a convenient way station for consciousness and will to begin to manifest.
Conscious unity can be thought about as a field of energy that is built up and held in place for longer and longer durations of time through the control of attention.
Will and Mind. We can say that the mind, the part of us that observes perceptions and comments about them (and forms opinions) is replaced in higher states by will, and that the mind plays the part, or should play the part, of the ruling faculty before will is developed. In Gurdjieff’s analogy of the carriage, the mind is represented by the driver, who sits on the box and steers the horses, which represent the emotional center. The instinctive/moving centers are represented by the carriage itself. From this analogy we can see what the role of the mind should be. But, more often than not, it does not steer the other centers, but is steered by them. Justifying bad behavior is an example of how the mind is used, after the fact, by emotional and instinctive centers. If we become angry and express our anger in ways that have consequences—maybe we are fired from our work or say things that we regret to someone we love—it should be clear that the mind is no longer steering our actions.
In a bodiless state decisions are made by a wordless will. Words don’t survive in a purely energetic existence. Actions are determined by what, for the lack of a better term, might be called ‘higher thoughts.’ This is a little difficult to imagine for people who have never had an extended out of body experience. (By extended I mean a duration of three or four minutes.) In such states decisions and actions have no lag time. If something occurs to you in this state, it is immediately acted out. If you think to go somewhere, you go there. There are no second thoughts or mulling over decisions.
In ordinary life the mind is designed to make decisions, but not decisions based on its own information—these would inevitably lack scale or be formatory. Its role is rather to translate the perceptions from the emotional and instinctive centers and base its decisions on these perceptions. It is the only lower center that is removed enough from experience to stand aside and observe different possibilities. It is this quality that gives it the capacity to steer or rule the other centers. But it cannot be properly called will if these decisions happen without self-remembering.
Emotion as Perception. The emotional center, when it works with its own energy, works with the same energy (hydrogens) as the higher emotional center. The way we distinguish the two is that emotional reactions happen without any effort on our part, and perceptions of the higher emotional center are the result of a controlled field of attention that is brought about by efforts like the transformation of suffering and self-remembering. This is not entirely the case because higher centers do sometimes happen to us, and perceptions of reality are brought about by these moments. Ouspensky likened these moments to finding money in the street: it’s nice when it happens, but you can’t live on it.
Really the emotional center is our door to higher centers. Without gaining some kind of control over our emotional reactions, particularly the expression of negative emotions, awakening is not possible for the simple, pragmatic reason that negative emotions, like anger, depression, and self-pity, burn the energy needed for higher centers to manifest.
Generally when people think about higher consciousness, they think of it as a different comprehension; the world is unveiled and we see what has been hidden. This view is not wrong, but it is incomplete. If you think about the inner efforts that are necessary for the emotional center to act as a door to higher perception, you will see that the other two aspects of consciousness, will and unity, are necessary. Some level of will and unity are required to transform suffering or to control the expression of negative emotions. When I was just beginning in this work, I knew a man who had lived in Africa for some time, and he liked to compare the non-expression of negative emotions to the way elephants are trained. Elephants, he explained, are trained by strapping a wild elephant between two trained elephants. In his analogy, the trained elephants are the moving and intellectual centers and the wild elephant is the emotional center. For example, when the emotional center becomes identified and wants to be angry, the will of the intellectual center is necessary to steer us toward right attitudes that can diffuse the anger, and the unity of the instinctive/moving centers is needed to provide a landscape of continuous vigilance where, for instance, our movements or tone of voice can be observed.
Here we come to a major question that was brought about by my experiments: Is there any comprehension or understanding outside of higher centers? This question depends largely on how we define comprehension. If we go back to the example of adding and subtracting numbers, the question becomes: does the ability to add and subtract numbers, or divide or multiply, or find the square root of large numbers (and end up with the correct answer) indicate comprehension? I would say no if there is no understanding of what the numbers and their operations represent or imply. I would say that these operations can, like many other activities, happen mechanically; that is, without the participation of self-awareness.
So much of our understanding of higher states is dependent on being able to experience time in a different way. Self-remembering brings us to a moment in time, but when higher centers come together with self-remembering, we see the past and the future implied in that moment. The benefits of this cannot be exaggerated. For instance when we bring the perception of higher centers into our personal relationships, we can bring together all our memories of a friend into the present. Consciousness is seeing everything we know about whatever we are giving our attention to in the moment.
Memory. In general we think of memory as the ability to retrieve information. That information may be a person’s name or the words of a poems; it may be an emotion we felt about a particular person, or a set of movements, like the ability to type or drive a car, or a sensation or the smell of a flower. The distinction here is that the information from memories is imprinted on the rolls of the lower centers, but the memory itself exists in higher centers. The type of information determines in which center it is stored. Words and names, for example, are stored in the intellectual center. Complex and simple sets of movements like walking or swimming are stored in the moving center. Memories of how we feel about people are stored in the emotional center, and sensations and smells are stored in the instinctive center.
It’s hard to talk about memory and higher centers because essentially the experience of higher centers is memory. Higher centers have access to actual memories, not only to the information gathered by memories. This is what we mean when we say that the experience of higher centers is timeless. One of the ways you can think about your higher self is as a collection of all your memories brought together as a single perception in single moment. Being present and self-remembering are two processes that fix memories as part of that experience. A person of a greater being is a person who, through the long practice of self-remembering, has access to a large store of memories. A person of a lesser being has access only to those memories that have accidentally fixed in higher centers. Wisdom, in the ordinary sense, is simply the capacity in the moment to call on that large store of experiences when speaking or making a decision. A mechanical man reacts to a difficult situation. He does not call on his accumulated experiences because he has not made the effort to fix them in his memory.
Because our connection to lower centers can be damaged by trauma and physical injury and because they are ultimately destroyed at death, the information stored on the rolls of lower centers should not rightly belong to what we think of as our identity, at least not if we want some kind of continuity between or our experience now and our experience after death.
What It Means. It cannot be an accident that the three brains that account for man’s primary psychological and physical makeup match, in a mechanical way, the aspects of higher consciousness; they also match, if we want to make the analogy, the three attributes of the Absolute. Man is made in the image of God because his centers are a representation of the three forces—unity, consciousness, and will—that are the basis for the structures that make up the Absolute’s being. We can even say that man’s psychology is built on the same architecture as the universe, and that the universe can be thought about as the experience of the Absolute.
If the lowers centers are a mechanical representation of what is possible in a bodiless state, then we must also assume that the functioning of higher centers is the ultimate goal of man’s journey here, and, what is more, we must assume that all the other aims we pursue to the exclusion of conscious evolution—including our search for personal happiness—cannot satisfy the most primary part of our being.
We want to go home. We all know this sometimes, and know that home is not a place but a state, but we are distracted again and again by our desire to have fame or wealth or to be liked or respected. We are all sometimes blinded by what we already know to be transitory.